Dec 9th – And as the moon exploded

December 9^th – And as the moon exploded

09.35-09.45

Walls. Closing in. close close closer closercloserclosercloser. Need to get out.

Feel. Chairs chairs chaos sofa wallwallwall still movingstillgettingcloserstill closing inonme. Out. Out. Outoutdoorturnhandleturnwrongwayhandlemelting. Handlemeltinginmyhand. Handturning. Handleturning. Handleturninghandturninghandleturning..

Breathe

Focus.

Collect.

Breathe. Inoutinoutinotuinotuinout. Slower. In out in out in out in out   in   out    in    out     in     out      in      out.

On the sea. I am on the sea. Rockingupanddownandupanddown. Corridor of sea.

Breathe.

Took something. What? What took? Whattooktaketaken? I have taken.

In. out.

Stillmoving. Stillonthesea. Wavesonwavesonwavesonwavesonwaves. Swim to the door. Another door.

In. out. Inoutinout.

Anotherhandle. Handleturninghandturninghandleturning.. out. Not in. out.

Breathe.

Coldair s  l  a  p  in  t h e   f a c e. Good. Roadcarsnotmoving. Lights.

What have I tooktaken? Again/ saidnolasttime. No. nomeansyesmeansno. Pill. Dontwant/want/wanted. Tooktakenpill.

Stars.

Starsarefalling. Iamfalling. Focus. Breathe/inoutinoutonoutinout in  out    in     out      in       out.

Starsfallingslower. Bright. Moonbright.

Moonpulsing. Moonpulsinginandout. Moonbreath. Moonbeammoonbreath.

Holdsomething. Must holdsomething. Moonbreathheavyinoutinoutinoutinout biggerbiggerbiggerbigger, moonballoonmoonballoon/toomuchtoobig::

Moonburst

Dark.

 

Inspired by a prompt from here